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If I'd never shown
My face in the crowd
Would I still be here?

If I could return
To those white hollow walls
Would I still be here?

If I'd never run
And thrown away faith
Would I still be here?

If I'd never found
Hope in her eyes
Would I still be here?

If I could take back
My last hopeful dream
Would I still be here?

If I could lay down
And surrender my being
Would I still be here?

If I could confide
In God this time
Would I still be here?

If I could make it work
I'd give her my heart
Could I still be here?

If I'd never laughed
Or gotten so close
Would I still be here?

If I'd never pushed
At just the right time
Would I still be here?

If I'd never gained
And I'd never lost
Would I still be here?

If I'd never seen
Her face in the crowd
Would I still be here?