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#1
---Speak---

What is this, how is this
who knew it could happen
I thought I knew but I don't what is
It's funny how somethings can catch you by surprise
a soft touch, a warm kiss, that sparkle in your eyes

I don't know what I'm thinking,
I can't even speak
I see the words but I can't
I can't even speak

What am I doing this couldn't possibly be right
But it is I know it all from that night
I can't figure this out I don't know why
I don't know how I, If I, can I try

I don't know what I'm thinking,
I can't even speak
I see the words but I can't
I can't even speak

I know I have to have this again not matter the cost
I would do whatever it takes even if all was lost
I wrote this song to prove what I can't do
I wrote this song so I could be with you
so I could be with you

I don't know what I'm thinking,
I can't even speak
I see the words but I can't
I can't even speak



---belly up---

can't you see
if I let you burrow
into my brain
climb my rocky defenses
i'd be soft, belly up
knocked on my back,

no hollow shell to shield
the blows that will come.
By then, I'll be miles away
already fumbling with the map
to my next destination

you'll try to keep me
like all the others
but i'll slip through your fingers like water
and return to the source of it all.

if i shut my eyes
i can still feel your questions
breaking me like bruises
purple and blue
diffused by lucid peach.
you asked what you did wrong.
you said to be honest.
you told me I could still count on you.

But I never belonged to you
or your burning red roses,
all the imagined chivalry.
your quiet affections
were meant for some other girl
undamaged, shiny, new.

can't you see
you're making this harder
than it has to be?
This was supposed
to be cut and go.