#1
shoot me
you are my drug
life is my needle
im addicted
you are my rehab

shoot me

i cannot quit
my life on the line
take the easy way out

shoot me

darkened and sadened
by a new depresion

shoot me

i am strained
by your trust in me

so why dont you just shoot me

how is that ?
#2
I like the idea of how you wrote about how life can be both addictive, and therefore have consequences, and a relief at the same time.
Its pretty...emo, if you don't mind me saying. There are one or two little cliches that if one was to be picky, they would matter.
Are you trying to say, life on the edge is hard, but you can't stop?