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The War Inside

This time there's going to be a different outcome.
To this war that I wage against myself,
It doesn't matter how many times I've tried begging
To be set free from captivity.

I'ts gone on too long and
I can't keep my sanity,
I know that this isn't right.
I need to catch myself before I fall into darkness.


This war
It rages on
And I can't see
Any end in sight.
This fight
Is taking lives
And I can't stop
Destroying myself.


I knew that you wanted me to get help
But this pain that's inside consumes my thoughts.
I've tried using logic to get myself out.
But I cannot think clearly now.

Peace of mind is all I ever wanted
But to get it I have to pick myself up off the ground.
I've tried and i failed miserably
And now I need your help.


This war
It rages on
And I can't see
Any end in sight.
This fight
Is taking lives
And I can't stop
Destroying myself.


I am almost ready
To be rescued from the dark.
All this time I thought I was the reason
For this catastrophic spark.

I am almost ready
to repent for what I said.
Everytime I think about it
It makes me wish I were dead.

I am almost ready
To give up my fallen life.
I knew you made a bad decision
When you gave me the knife.

I am almost ready
To give you my final hours.
I have nothing left to ask
Except to take away my powers.