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Yet

I'm so much better than this,
My mind is never made up,
Feign an interest,
Caught in constant limbo,
Where does the passion lie?

My heart isn't monogamous,
But it's best friend is lonely,
Time will tell you I'm a pretender.

Motivation and arrogance,
They're a bittersweet combination,
Speedballing fellatio,
Performed on their own appendages,
Promotion chronic laziness and daydreaming,
Break the habit,
Blame the habit.

The cycle continues,
I'm better than this,
I'm better than them,
I'm deeper than them,
Yet, I'm lonelier,
Yet, I'm emptier,
Yet, I'm expendable,
I'm going to have my day.
Yet.