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Ok.....right now im in a very strange mood..... i feel like i don't want to live anymore, even though i don't want to kill myself. I just had a kind of breakdown persay..where i just went through everything that makes my life hell in one massive epihpany. I basically had this kinda of emotional freakout where i hated everything. I realized that i hate my house, being home, stuck in my room, my family, my games, and everything around me. I realized how much I hated everything i had, and what it was doing to me consequentially.......im not sure if this is depression....or whatever, but i need something to make me feel better. don't say play guitar, because i really dont' want to right now.

Thanks.........

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#2
I'd try and help if I didn't already feel the same way (for different reasons).
#3
go find a girl that will make u happy
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#5
I bet it's cuz u found a girl you like.

I used to want to be with every girl that went to my school, cuz they're all hot, but then I realized I liked just one girl a lot (not much anymore..). After my realization, I hated every other girl because they are all bitches. I lost interest in games and TV for a little bit because I couldn't stop thinking about that girl. But now I'm back to normal, because I can't get her anyways.
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#6
talk to people about what makes you upset.
Did it feel better when you wrote it all out on here?
Cos it helps me when i do that kinda stuff.

xx
Nathy
#7
Life sucks... you'll feel better after puberty.

Unless you get a job.

Then you'll feel worse.

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#8
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go find a girl that will make u happy


I agree with this guy, hopefully the girl doesn't become a bitch afterwards
#9
Learn to appreciate people and memories more than things. If you place your value in the things you do and the people you do them with you're life will be much more happy.

It's not an easy thing to learn, but if you start by trying one new thing each day and try to learn one new thing about a friend each day it might grow on you.
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#10
Funny thing you mention a girl.....i do like a girl, but i hate liking her....its tearing me apart inside; i actually thought this may have something to do with that......but i really dont know........

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#11
ehm...fire up some good porn and have a nice wank.
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#12
Quote by Leadhead3225
go find a girl that will make u happy


No, because chances are it's just gonna fall apart and you'll be worse off than you were before.

I would check into a therapist. You'd be surprised with how much it helps. Medication works wonders. Honestly. I used to be the same, but being on Prozac has helped... A LOT.

Just hang in their man, you can make it.

EDIT: Wow, I just realized that therapist is a combination of "the rapist"....
#13
I highly doubt a girl will make you happy, sure, she CAN...But, really?...

You need to hang out with the guys. If you're not wanting to do that, I would say just chill out to some music for a while until you collect yourself. You could even Reassemble yourself as something else.
#14
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Why do you hate your family/home?

*makes lame reference about starving kids in africa*


Because all i do every ****ing day is come home, sit on this goddamn computer because i have nothing else to do....and my family whines and bitches at me to come out of my room even though all they want to do is watch tv, they complain because i dont' spend much time with them. ALl they want to do is go clothes shopping and i ****ing HATE shopping with a passion.

I miss your CYOA stories btw, they were good.

My things:
Bowes SLx7
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#15
its not depression but give it a week n youl be there

im exactly where you are
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#16
Do you have a job, or anything productive that you actually do?
#17
theres people being slaughtered in a genocide in africa, a war in iraq, people starving all over the world, a huge cyclone just killed like 100,000 people in burma. you have a house and a nice life and food to eat and no ones out to kill you, why dont u stop whining
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#18
Quote by Leadhead3225
go find a girl that will make u happy


God, if that doesn't make it worse... nothing like a girl (that you are convinced is your reason for living) stomping all over your heart to make you appreciate life.

Your answer is NOT some girl, TS. Trust me... I've seen alot of messed up people get more messed up on account of some dumb bitch.
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#19
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theres people being slaughtered in a genocide in africa, a war in iraq, people starving all over the world, a huge cyclone just killed like 100,000 people in burma. you have a house and a nice life and food to eat and no ones out to kill you, why dont u stop whining

Everyone has their own problems. While he should be grateful, that doesn't mean he can't be depressed or down.
#20
You know.. to be honest I still dream about being with the girl I like. It's just not as passionate as it was the first time I realized I liked her. I just feel like my life would be so empty if she wasn't in it.
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#21
Quote by IRONMAIDENTLICA
theres people being slaughtered in a genocide in africa, a war in iraq, people starving all over the world, a huge cyclone just killed like 100,000 people in burma. you have a house and a nice life and food to eat and no ones out to kill you, why dont u stop whining


No **** sherlock

no, what i meant is that im sick of basically being shut up inside my house....its driving me ****ing insane.....

My things:
Bowes SLx7
Washburn WG587
Washburn X40Pro
Washburn X50
Washburn HM24
Washburn WR150
Laguna LE200s
Arietta Acoustic
First Act
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#22
Right, you're 15 years old. You're going through puberty. We all had to deal with it. Sometimes the ups out number the downs. Just remember, everybody, even the cool kids who seem to have no problems and have to deal with it too.

Some deal with it better than others. It can be annoying, frustrating, even downright hellish, but it will just go away at some point.

All ya gotta do is keep ya chin up, do the things you want to do, be with the people you want to be with, and ride it out.
#23
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No **** sherlock

no, what i meant is that im sick of basically being shut up inside my house....its driving me ****ing insane.....

Get a job. I guarantee, you'll feel better. Don't get a girl or anything stupid like that, because unless you want to marry this girl, it won't end good because it never does.
#24
Quote by fob12
Everyone has their own problems. While he should be grateful, that doesn't mean he can't be depressed or down.


i agree happiness is relative to your own environment
and sayin **** like wake up and lok at whats going on in the world only makes things worse. although if you transfer the hate being intreverted to an external source, IE a good cause, it could do the trick
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#25
Dude i feel the same way, and i can almost guarentee you its cuz of her, dont turn to booze dont turn to drugs, i usually vent on things, like smashing my head off walls (i dont advise that) punchiung things (i dont advise that either, i dislocated 3 of my fingers once and put em back in myself, not a pleasant feeling) as for finding a girl like that dude said, in the long run itll help, at the moment though it wont, just think about something you enjoy, or talk to a friend that you REALLY trust thats wat i do, hope it helps mate.
#26
Quote by fob12
Do you have a job, or anything productive that you actually do?


ha, the school year is over......means nothing more to do except sit in my ****ing house........im going to go crazy............


(i apologize for the cursing..im just in a very strange mood......)

My things:
Bowes SLx7
Washburn WG587
Washburn X40Pro
Washburn X50
Washburn HM24
Washburn WR150
Laguna LE200s
Arietta Acoustic
First Act
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#27
Quote by fob12
Everyone has their own problems. While he should be grateful, that doesn't mean he can't be depressed or down.



I suppose im not good at tihs sort of thing i dont understand how people can just randomly become depressed when you have so much, rather than hate your house u should be happy you have a roof over your head and a place to sleep
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#28
I got it. I think you're just un-motivated to do anything.

Why don't you get a job, or something more productive to do with your time.. Sorry if that was insulting, it wasn't meant to be.
#29
Just remember there are people here who care.

If the problem persists, see a doctor mate.

Edit - it could be due to motivational, as people have said.
#30
Quote by fob12
Get a job. I guarantee, you'll feel better. Don't get a girl or anything stupid like that, because unless you want to marry this girl, it won't end good because it never does.


i have had a job for just over a year, but with me i stand infront of a sink allday for 12 hours washing pots and pans listening to my ipod with no company except my own thoughts

i heavily advise if you were to get a job work with friends
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#31
The funny thing is..........the girl is the only person i actually trust.


That, and i cant get a job; ive tried, and i legally cant get one. =\
oh, and it doesn't really help that im getting my amp and my phone taken away at the end of the month....................dammit..............

My things:
Bowes SLx7
Washburn WG587
Washburn X40Pro
Washburn X50
Washburn HM24
Washburn WR150
Laguna LE200s
Arietta Acoustic
First Act
Valveking 112
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#32
Quote by valennic
Because all i do every ****ing day is come home, sit on this goddamn computer because i have nothing else to do....and my family whines and bitches at me to come out of my room even though all they want to do is watch tv, they complain because i dont' spend much time with them. ALl they want to do is go clothes shopping and i ****ing HATE shopping with a passion.

I miss your CYOA stories btw, they were good.


Oh, it sucks to be you, right?

I have the solution: grow up and stop being a whiny bitch.
#33
im the same boat
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#35
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Oh, it sucks to be you, right?

I have the solution: grow up and stop being a whiny bitch.


the irony is sir that you are the one who needs to grow up
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#36
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I suppose im not good at tihs sort of thing i dont understand how people can just randomly become depressed when you have so much, rather than hate your house u should be happy you have a roof over your head and a place to sleep

Because there are more complex problems than just genocide, and many of which are just as bad sometimes in homes, except in stead of murder, the kids grow up out of whack because the parents didn't do crap. Not that that's the case here, but he needs no reason to feel like that, he just needs to start working and feeling like he's accomplishing something. There are plenty of problems in this world, and genocide is just one of many.
#37
id say get a job, if sitting in your house is driving you insane then isnt it kind of ur fault? i mean no ones locking you in ur house are they? i dunno dont mean to insult just saying....
"I just want to conquer people and their souls."
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#38
Quote by valennic
ha, the school year is over......means nothing more to do except sit in my ****ing house........im going to go crazy............


(i apologize for the cursing..im just in a very strange mood......)

I seriously recommend doing something knew.

Is there any instrument you wanna learn? Have you ever had a fire on the beach and tried cooking on it?
Have you ever camped out with some friends, some beer and a fire?
Have you ever spent a whole day cycling just to see where you end up?
Have you ever gone on a midnight walk with some friends?
Have you ever taken a rubber dinghy down the entire length of a local river?

You're 15, not only are you old enough to be able to do these things, but you're at the age when you have the time to do them, leave them for later and you'll have missed your chance and you'll regret it, make the most of now.
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#40
Quote by creeping.death!
Oh, it sucks to be you, right?

I have the solution: grow up and stop being a whiny bitch.


oh really?
well
FU CK YOU


i already explained why.

My things:
Bowes SLx7
Washburn WG587
Washburn X40Pro
Washburn X50
Washburn HM24
Washburn WR150
Laguna LE200s
Arietta Acoustic
First Act
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