how familier it all can become
as if all the intricate ties of reconciliation
have fused into one
how easy it is to say
'how true can this be?
have i only become normal in a spectacular way?'

so free from the bonds of yesterday
so set on going back to those old ways

but does the light i now see
ever fade when i'm not looking?

I'm not sure if I want that very last line to stay as it is, or if I just want to make it 'ever fade?'

We're only strays.