#1
Its Untitled as of right now but I wrote it last night.


Mother I know I've worried you
made you cry over the trouble I've gotten into
Father it hasn't all been fine
I've never told you it hurts when you work all the time
Sister dont you dare look up to me
I'm no where near what you could be
Lover I've out you through too much
Drug you down through all my pain and such

Everything thing I do seems to hurt somebody else
I'd rather be miserable I'd rather hurt myself
Eternally ****ing up Everything I touch seems to go wrong
Breathe in deep I blink my eyes and everyone I've ever loved is
Gone

And I I've been worried about me to
And all the trouble I've gotten into
No I haven't been fine
Dealing with my **** all the time
I I can't even stand to look at me
I'm no where near what I could be
I I've put myself through too much
Drug me down with all my pain and such

Everything thing I do seems to hurt somebody else
I'd rather be miserable yea I'd rather hurt myself
Eternally ****ing up Everything I touch seems to go wrong
Breathe in deep I blink my eyes and everyone I've ever loved is
Gone

Dont look at me
Dont look at me
I'm worthless
I'm ashamed
I'm heartless
I deserve this pain
Dont come near me
Get the **** away from me
Dont want you to see
Or hear me cry
Dont want to be me
I want to die

Because

Everything thing I do seems to hurt somebody else
I'd rather be miserable I'd rather hurt myself
Eternally ****ing up Everything I touch seems to go wrong
Breathe in deep I blink my eyes and everyone I've ever loved is
Gone