#1
These memories clouding my thoughts
18 years of wasted existance are lost
Foamy waves of dissolving calmness
Sedation of senses is what I need

[Chorus]
I feel it tearing my insides away
It's breaking me down every ****ing day
I'm on the tracks facing the wrong way
I'm going through this tunnel the wrong ****ing way

So hard to die when I haven't lived
Life is gone like a tomorrow I've seen
I'm always flying but never landing
Show me a light to find my way



[Chorus]
I feel it tearing my insides away
It's breaking me down every ****ing day
I'm on the tracks facing the wrong way
I'm going through this tunnel the wrong ****ing way

There comes a time to close your eyes
Forget what's real and focus on the pain
Try to find the strength to feel inside
Help me make it through another day


[Chorus]
I feel it tearing my insides away
It's breaking me down every ****ing day
I'm on the tracks facing the wrong way
I'm going through this tunnel the wrong ****ing way