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I need to find something to help me through this
This bottle and these pills help me believe
That this world is alive and so am I
Numb this pain through the never ending shame


[Chorus]
Altered perceptions of what is to be found
Is there anything here that's left for me
Why fight death when its coming now
Tell me what this life was meant to be

**** it, nothing here is safe anyway
Breathe for the first time, love for the first time
Die a breathless broken soul, the darkness in control
Everyone's a liar so what is here to believe


[Chorus]
Altered perceptions of what is to be found
Is there anything here that's left for me
Why fight death when its coming now
Tell me what this life was meant to be

Take your hate and stab me in the heart
Suffering is home, it consumes my soul
Throw up these walls and pray to god
Pray that I'll live to see another night