#1
Hey Guys. Just another one I wrote. Later


I don’t know why I cried today.
I screamed a lot, my voice now hoarse.
I wished I was dead today.
Actually prayed for it.
Cursed god for not answering my prayers.
I wrote out my suicide note in my head.
What words I would use,
How I could make everyone around me feel as bad as I did.

If only someone next door heard me screaming, crying, gasping for air.
Maybe then I could feel some relief.
Searching the cabinets of my house looking for anything that would do the trick.
Nothing seemed fitting.
So I didn’t do it.
Instead I wrote this.
But I wish I had no paper.
And nature could run its course.

My eyes are now bloodshot.
Nothing new there.
I question everything in my life.
Wish I was someone else.
Maybe that person is as happy as Id like to be.
A weak person cut’s there wrists.
A strong one goes the full mile.

Chorus: Today I wished I was dead.
All these thoughts running in and out of my head.
No pill would do the trick, my thoughts now running quick.
These emotions I can’t hide.

About a well planned Suicide.


I wish I knew my date on the calendar of life.
Then I could at least have something to look forward to.
I’m sick of acting like I’m alright all the time.
It’s about time the opened up the door and found the truth.


I don’t know what caused this.
Perhaps I was born with Misfortune.
One big birth effect after another.
My work ethic may seem bad, but my thoughts are even worse.
I think im going insane, Even an Asylum seems better then here.


Chorus: Today I wished I was dead.
All these thoughts running in and out of my head.
No pill would do the trick, my thoughts now running quick.
These emotions I can’t hide.

About a well planned Suicide.


I have no regrets Ive how far Ive come.
But only the things that Ive done.

There seems like nothing better,
Then to check out early in a red sweater.

Tick, Tock, Tick, Tock-
Write it down.
#2
that was pretty terrible, such emo garbage... that was like the epitome of an emo song. but if you really feel that way seek help man, i'm depressed a lot too but i wouldn't go as far to embarrass myself by writing something like that... well unless your a 14 year old girl who listens to good charlotte, then your excused.