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I closed my eyes
and she was there
A woman I had not yet met
her emerald eyes
her crimson hair
She was a woman I'd soon forget

A vision of beauty
A vision of grace
such life and passion
emanating from her face

A soul so pure in nature
in autumns dying breath

laughing and rejoicing
in a blissful dance
from a swirl of dead leaves
being lifted by the breeze.

Lost track of time
in a dream within a dream.
Loosing my mind over a face i've never seen.
This feels so real
I want it to be, loosing my mind
from a dream inside of a dream.

Body of of an ethereal goddess that I can never hold.
Shes my gift, my curse, like king Midas's gold.
Rose pedal lips with thorns hidden in every word.
She is the symphony Beethoven never herd.

Lost track of time
in a dream within a dream.
Loosing my mind over a face i've never seen.
This feels so real
I want it to be, loosing my mind
from a dream inside of a dream.

Her pleasant smile fades away.
Shes looking scared
and I am confused
as she stares into my eyes
Yes I am
confused as she asks me
"why?"
looking at her bleeding hand, a wound was made
A cut so severe.
My stomach sinks, in paralyzing fear.
How I could I have done that, to something
so perfect.
So pure.

More real then any human ive ever known
More beautiful then any creature ive ever seen.
I feel complete, whole, and loved standing right next to her
and this is what I do?
Split her hand right in two.
She asks me again
"why"
Stuck in shock
Im falling apart
its breaking my heart
Things turn blurry, and I pass out.
Then instantly wake up, back in the year 2008.
Sitting in front of the TV, at 3 AM.
With a cigarette in my hand, that long ago burned away.