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Okay, hope I'm following all the rules on this one. This is something I wrote just a couple weeks ago when a certain someone made me quite angry. First one, I make it sound pretty metal in my head.

Here we go again...

I can't wait to do this again... and again... and again...

Spin the wheel again, watch it go...

round and round...
where will it stop...
will it stop...
can it even stop?
Or will it slow itself just enough...
to make me believe that I can get off of it?

Seems like just when it's moving slowest, that damn wheel speeds up in an instant.

Hate. It's not something I do. I never have, and I never will.

I've made this clear...
or so I thought...
I guess not.

I try...
it never fails to fail miserably.

It never fails...
that my point never makes it across...
at least that how it seems.

Let's take a minute to count...
count the times I've hated...
once...
and I immediately apologized...
and explained how much I did not mean it.

Now...
let's take a minute...
just another minute...
another minute to count...
all the times I've made it clear...
so ****ing clear...
that I don't hate...
the number...
it's so high I've lost count.

Why can't the message get through?

Should I say it?
No, tried that...
unsuccessful.

Should I write it?
No, tried that...
unsuccessful.

What's left?

Ignore it?
I can't...
that's not going to work

Seems to be a never-ending ride...
on that twisted...
on that confusing...
on that...
that wheel...


Tell me what you think. Please point out any rule-bending/breaking I might have done, too, so I know for the future. I read the rules, but it would help.