here's a song I wrote about the feeling i've been chasing ever since I did cocaine for the first time

See I've got this piece of me
as I sit here, I can't sleep
it tells me what I need
and controls the way I think
this urge that dwells inside
can be cured so easily
its just a piece of me
I may change but it won't leave

in a world that seems so dark
it makes life not seem so hard
for a short time i was fixed
in my blood it hit so quick
through my veins it released
a feeling so bittersweet
felt so good in every sense
but never again ever since